A SUICIDE NOTE(NOT JUST A POEM)

A SUICIDE NOTE

HELLO EVERYONE,

THE TIME HAS COME,

FOR ME TO GO,

AND ALL OF YOU TO KNOW,

THAT IN THE NEAR FUTURE,

I WILL BE HISTORY,

THIS RHYME OF MINE SHALL SOLVE THE MYSTERY......

GOODBYE MOM,GOODBYE DAD,

AND GOODBYE THE LOVE,

I NEVER HAD....

GOODBYE KITH,GOODBYE KIN,

FORGIVE ME FOR MY EVERY SIN....

I WILL MISS....

MY SCHOOL AND MY FRIENDS

SOME PERIODS HALF BUNKED,

THOSE CLASSES WE DIDN'T ATTEND,

I `LL MISS

COMING LATE & BEING THROWN OUT,

THEN SINGING IN THE CORRIDORS AND FOOLING AROUND

I `LL MISS MY HOME,

MY FAMILY

SOME FRIENDS WHO LOST TOUCH

MY CRUSH ,WHO REJECTED ME

I `LL MISS THE MOMENTS, I GAVE UP HOPE,

AND ALL THOSE TIMES I  TRIED,

I`LL MISS THE DAYS ,SPENT LAUGHING,

AND ALL THOSE NIGHTS I CRIED

BUT LIFE IS A BITCH,

CRUEL ARE ITS WAYS,

GONE ARE THOSE NIGHTS

BLOODY  GONE ARE THOSE DAYS

THE PAST WAS A DRUG

THE PRESENT`S INFECTED

OFTEN LIFE GIVES US,

THE NEVER EXPECTED...

SINCE ITS BEGINNING TILL ITS END,

WITHOUT A CHOICE,

WE ARE DESTINED TO PRETEND...

BUT THIS DAY MARKS,THE END OF MY ROLE,

AS TONIGHT I FINISH THE PLAY AS A WHOLE...

REMEMBER ME AS A QUITTER,

NOT AN INSPIRATION,

SEE ME WITH PITY,

NOT WITH ADMIRATION

NOW ON THE TERRACE,

WITH A BOTTLE OF WINE

HERE I AM

AT THE FINISHING LINE

ABOUT TO HUG DEATH

I HAVE LEFT LIFE BEHIND

THEY`LL SAY I WAS WRONG,

WELL WHO ARE THEY TO DECIDE?

ITS NOT A MURDER,AND NOT ALCOHOL,

ITS NOT A ROBBERY,OF COURSE NOT A FALL...

TO SAY ALL THE THINGS LEFT UNSAID,

FOR KEEPING ME ALIVE AFTER I`M DEAD...

TO FLAUNT SOMETHING SO OBSELTE, 

TO SING A SONG LEFT INCOMPLETE

 ANNOUNCING MY DEPARTURE THIS RHYME I WROTE.....

A RHYME THE WORLD SHALL CALL

A SUICIDE NOTE